The Secret to Happy Life

Ever since I could remember I have been good at making everyone around me feel like they are special. Even though the outside looks normal, inside is full of wonder, there is something that is just special about a person. The smile on their face is so bright it lights up the whole room. They walk around with such a smooth tone. They wear clothes that make you feel more relaxed, and kind of sexy. You want to try things like going to a party where they dance. I wish I were one of those people that makes a long-lasting impression on people, but they are trying to leave you hanging. They love you so much that they won’t let you be friends with someone who doesn’t love you as much as they do. You’re envious of your best friend’s kids. You want to take them to parties like your kid is so good at doing.

It all starts early, you’re crawling up on a pillow in a tiny onesie, and you start to taste the peanut butter, you fall off the pillow, run around the room in your pajamas. Then, you’re sneaking out to play computer games or hide the neighborhood birthday party. In high school or college, there are nights where you go on dates that just get boring. The word love gets you all twisted up but you cannot stop trying to catch someone off guard. The best thing to do on most dates is to pretend to go somewhere else. My favorite thing to do when I am on a date is usually to get into my basement to lay on my blanket. You're sure nobody will know. I'm a person that can't spend a full night without someone else. I have a lot of single friends I have fallen for and forgotten all about that person. They are never out and about. I was the only girl he would tell me he liked. I am too shy to tell him I liked him. There is a fault with this attitude. I am young, and I do love myself. I want to be with someone who does not need me for anything. I just want someone like me to come and be with me. So I find the girl who is interested in me and I leave somewhere I would enjoy myself for.

Years go by and you are out with your friends and something amazing happens. There is a surprise that is going to happen, I notice this girl, I notice that she is in the middle of a book. I can’t afford to lose someone, and she is a nice girl that I noticed did not have any interest in being loved by someone else. I discover that she is smart. She keeps her dates interesting by going out to drinks, go to a gymnasium or a local casino. I have seen her with her friends all the time, so why didn’t I notice?

When you find someone who is so good at every aspect of life that you feel right with them and you see they are interested in you. You love them, and there is an attraction that is over romantic attachment. When you talk to your crush on a first date, there is nothing funny about it. Usually, it is a birthday party or graduation. You are being serious as hell in these first couple of meetings. You figure out that they have a similar interests as you do. You have so much in common. Once you see things are working, you jump right into bed with them, and the more you talk, the more you like them.

When you are with someone and you don’t miss anything that someone does, it is that spark of interest. The reason we are all okay with texting even if it is a phone call, is because we have those thoughts, that spark of attraction. Someone has those same thoughts with me. I can remember a time when I was 16, I took the bus and wanted to go to the town to visit some friends, I was snuggled between this sweet girl and my friends but I felt something was wrong. No matter what the girl is like, I tend to have this attraction. Whenever she starts to drift away from me, I always notice it, I am a serious girl. Then, once I find someone with the same interests as me, I just throw caution to the wind.